Soul Transitions

July 2008

Soul Transitions

Greetings!

It is with joy that we connect with you - all who are reading these words at this very moment. We touch into your hearts and plant a seed of light, love and truth that it may grow within you as you expand in these times of change.

Many people’s soul vibrations are rising, which makes it more difficult to deal with living in the third dimension. The feeling of being “over it” or “enough already” as we shared in a previous vibe report is very strong. As the vibration rises, the outer, 3D world changes, people’s lives change and you will find you can no longer tolerate living the way you used to live – certain situations or behaviors no longer fit with who you are and you will feel it – you will feel the discord within when you continue to engage with the behaviors that are no longer resonant with your higher vibration.

We see a swirling of energy, like a tornado pulling people into the higher vibration. This will create freedom for many and a feeling of disruption and confusion for others – some people’s lives have turned inside out and there are those who are refusing to release the past and allow the new energies to rise within them. For those who have people in their lives who are going through this, know that you cannot help them, you cannot make them change, you can only continue with your own growth and acceleration. You will not be able to stay with those who are refusing the energy – they may try to hold you back but it will be as if you are being sucked away into a higher vibration and indeed, you are rising into a higher dimension.

You are rising into a fifth dimensional vibration and yet still living in the third dimension. This brings on physical side effects such as difficulty sleeping - or needing a lot of sleep, but not feeling well rested upon awakening. Sometimes the mind goes into overdrive with thinking about all the things that have to be done. Is there something that you have wanted to do and yet have not acted upon? Have you been procrastinating on some project that you are being nudged to do? It is time to begin listening to the inner prompting and to act upon it. The mind is not the enemy – the restless waters are from inspirations long ignored. The mind may focus on some minutia of 3D life that needs to be done, but there is a deeper core to the restlessness. It comes from an inner motivation – an appeal from your very soul – which you are not acting upon. The clearing that has been happening for the last few years is to get all the sluggish muckiness out of the way so you can hear your soul’s call.

Another side effect is that of the expansion and contraction of energy. The body experiences a deep cold within and then extreme heat, fluctuating between the two. The contractions feel like pressure and too much to do with not enough time. The expansion carries the feeling of disorientation and it is a time when new information, inspiration and new feelings about life, existence and multidimensionality come into your awareness. It is all part of the same process. It helps to allow the discomfort of the pressure to be there – not to fight or resist what is – and to know that this is helping you to expand towards your ascension.

With the expansion and contraction comes a feeling of nervousness as if something is about to happen. Also there is a feeling of being pulled out of your body – you’re still in your body but there is a “far away” feeling as if you are looking through the wrong end of a pair of binoculars. Along with this comes a strange feeling of unfamiliarity with your surroundings – even if you have lived there for years.

There are times that feel like a lull, like nothing is happening - this is a time of absorption and integration of the energies you have been downloading.

New connections are being made between people - new people coming into your lives and you may have a sense of your guides and their guides rejoicing at your meeting. There will also be old friends returning to your life.

This is a good time to experience body work and energy healing, such as reiki, cranio-sacral or polarity treatments.

You may also experience changes in your dietary needs. Perhaps you are wanting to eat more crunchy, watery foods such as raw fruits and vegetables, then having a sudden need for protein. Listen to what your body is telling you.

Things are changing from the inside out. If you are experiencing a falling apart of what you have long known, look for the shining doorway of new energy. There is always another choice. The old is falling away, look elsewhere for something new and shining – something that gives you energy and makes you feel alive. Many are being called to find new pathways yet they feel tied to monetary chains – feeling they cannot make any change because they need the money. You have heard the expression “all structures are unstable?” This especially applies to the economic structures at this time.

You are experiencing an inner calling. Listen, listen - what magic adventure is calling to you? Listen to what your mind says and begin to tell a new story. So many feel unfulfilled in work they have been doing for years – feeling it is meaningless. Look in a new direction. List all the things you love to do – focus on what gives you energy. If nothing comes to you, find the stillness within and ask your higher self or your soul and your guides to show you a new way of living. Be patient in receiving the answer. Remember, it is not what you do, but how you do it. Where are you “coming from” deep within? The changes that are happening are deep, indeed.

We have said before that collaboration and community are becoming more and more important and necessary for humans to continue living on earth. This is the shining new energy that is beckoning to you. The human family is coming together to find a new, holistic way of living with each other. Love is the feeling that is growing from within. A sense of well-being, a childlike feeling of freedom. Embrace these inner feelings as the outer structures fall away.

Within the spiraling energy is a new vibration. The pain body is losing its hold as more and more of you release it through acceptance… you feel it fading away. It will lash out through those who are actively holding on to the past, to the pain, to the stories of pain that are told over and over again. As part of this shift, many can no longer tolerate images of violence in the entertainment world — stories of war, destruction and hatred.

Much of what we say here, you have heard before. This is a time to go within and really look at yourself and what you want your life to feel like. This is a time of letting go, the final days of letting go and preparing to create a new life, a new story. What is your deepest desire for your life? What is it? You can make it real. You can be ecstatically happy within your own being – it is your heritage, it is your birthright.

Remember, too, that you have support from the invisibles. The helpers in the non physical realm are with you always.

Join those who are holding a vibration of love for the earth and all her peoples. Surrounding the earth are people holding hands in the etheric energies – they circle the earth – they send love through the circle and into the Earth’s aura, and down into Earth, sending love to the people of earth. Join them when you can – know that you are never alone, these are your brothers and sisters in spirit. You are part of the family of One.

With love, in joy…

Nancy Leilah Ward

and

Many of One

Leilah.nward@gmail.com

www.soultransitions.com

“Do not train a child to learn by force or

harshness; but direct them to it by what

amuses their minds, so that you may be

better able to discover with accuracy the

peculiar bent of the genius in each.”

Plato

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Soul Transitions

Greetings!  

June is opening up and spreading out into a vast field of opportunity which will be reaching into July. Many have been squeezed and pushed and pulled in the last two months. You may not have realized it but you have been following your tributaries of intentional energy and now this is flowing into the ocean, as it were, where your tributary of intention and energy will be drawn to others - where new beginnings and collaborations will be forming. We say rejoice, loved ones, for you are entering into new creative times. Yes there is a surge of creativity – another new wave of creator source energy coming forth to birth new ideas and visions in the form of stories, visual experiences, music dance and scientific breakthroughs. Many, young and old, are riding the energies and giving birth to new directions in thought. This is your evolution.

We, the ones who are non physical so love humanity for your resilience, for your ability to love after your heart has been broken, for your ability to find humor in the most bizarre and strange of circumstances. These abilities unite you and take you beyond cultural differences. Yes and these differences are melting, for do not all want the same things – to love and be loved?

Many people are finding their lives dissolving around them. However it is the past that is dissolving and you have a chance to create a new life. If your life has taken an upheaval you have an opportunity to let go into the infinite wonder of the unknown. Process the grief – see each tear as cleansing away the past, cleansing discordant energies and un-truths. Many are in states of confusion or release. Some look at their lives and wonder what it was all about. Many are leaving relationship structures they have been involved with for several years, leaving others to wonder what is happening to them. So many structures are falling away and we wish to caution some of you not to throw the baby out with the bathwater, so to speak. There are deep changes happening and it is important to hold your past, no matter what fills it, in a place of honor and respect, because it brought you to where you are right now, which for many of you is in a state of flux.

Flux, according to the dictionary means “continuous change, passage, or movement.” It also means “flow.” This is your state of being – it always has been the human state of being. If you could see a slightly different dimension of your lives, you would see that you are in a river of energy that is always moving. The humans have created structures that seem solid, relationships that seem unchanging, unions that they hope will last forever, and these elements are dissolving leaving many people bewildered, panicked or grieving. They also awaken a new sense of freedom if you will only be able to let go of everything – everything – let go of who you think you are and who you think others are and enter into a state of beingness. BE. Connect with the unnamable is-ness of all that is. This is what is happening. This is what is. The flow is continuing no matter what plans you make or what you think your life is about. Truly there is great joy and freedom in letting go. But how do you live in the world? Be in the world, not of the world. There is a joyful dance, it is happening all around you – it is happening within you. Participate! It is love, pure essential love.

All humans are connected in oneness, whether aware of it or not. Be mindful of the feelings that wash through you. There is much fear regarding economy and personal finances. There is much fear regarding partnerships – fear of being alone. Both of these examples are based in lack, however all around you is abundance. It is a matter of focus. Have you noticed how, when a seed of fear is allowed in, it takes root and grows quickly becoming larger and larger? Have you caught yourself getting sucked in to the negative aspects of fear? You are connecting with a collective thought/feeling vibration. You can shift that vibration into a feeling of love and acceptance for what is now. Ask your guides for help. They are always with you.

Take the time to sit with your breath. Focus on what it is you want your life to feel like – we repeat this every time – in every message - for it is important to remind you that this is how you create your life. You are the creators! We watch from another dimension. We tell you, you are so brave and courageous. Go for the deeper feeling of why you are here. Amplify love. Celebrate love.

Listen to the small inner voice of guidance – it will never steer you wrong.

So we tell you June is a time of expansion and connecting with new rivers of energy that swiftly carry you forward into the creative flow. Allow for the unknown, the unexpected to invite you forward into spontaneity – you will not be disappointed! There will be what we call “hairpin turns” in that you thought you were going somewhere to do something and suddenly all changes and something new appears – we say go with the flow. There is joy in spontaneity and you will find that if one avenue doesn’t work out the way you expected, there will be a gift hidden within the change - the result being that more is accomplished and new doorways open through the redirection of your energy. Go with what feels good and listen to the inner voice of guidance.

A dimensional doorway is opening for all. Leave your expectations behind, leave your judgments behind, leave your past behind and what you thought was ‘real.’ Find your way back to how you felt as a small child delighting in the newness of the world around you, for indeed a new day is being born and all are invited to cross the threshold.

Blessed be.

On wings of light and love,

Nancy Leilah Ward

and

Many of One

Leilah.nward@gmail.com

www.soultransitions.com

We are actually bringing about what seems to be happening to us! 

                                   - Thomas Mann

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Soul Transitions

Enough, Already!

Hello All…

May has come barreling in with churning waters and way too much busy-ness. I have felt overwhelmed and over-scheduled. A part of me longs for space and solitude and I feel, in some aspects of my life as if I’m running as fast as I can on a hamster wheel of obligations and responsibilities. This vibe report is coming out “late” because of this. There have been unforeseen changes in “plans” (God laughs when we make plans!) and re-routing. I find it so important to nurture myself and if I don’t take at least 5 or 10 minutes to go within and find stillness, I’m feeling ‘off’ for the rest of the day. Many people have been reporting feelings of depression and a dullness, which Many of One addresses in this report.

I recently watched the video Fierce Grace about Ram Dass and have been longing for something ever since – a deeper connection to Spirit. I find myself crying a lot, with a feeling of homesickness, and a feeling of emptying out. Often, when I think of Ram Dass I start to cry! And at times I have felt him hugging me. I know this unnamable something that I’m longing for is within me, I need look no further than the center of being. The world seems so loud, so many obligations pulling at me, and I find it is essential to come into the now, over and over again. I have been caught in survival mode and I long for peace – and an extended visit to an ashram (something I’ve never done). I long to leave the worldly stuff behind and dwell within for a time.  In these times, at best, I can find moments of peace to nurture my soul through meditation. It’s like creating an inner ashram or temple – a sacred space for me to find renewal.

It is with love that I share these stirrings of my soul.

And now, Many of One…

Greetings dear ones!

We understand that many lightworkers who came here to this planet Earth to assist in this time of transition are feeling exhaustion, having bouts of depression and panic and are feeling “over it” in regards to the 3D experience.

As the vibration continues to rise, frequencies of transformation create shifts and changes making you feel disoriented and disconnected. At times you may feel as if you are being churned around by the breaking waves. Trust that aspects that need to be released are being loosened up in the churning waves.

At other times you may be feeling a lull. This is a time of absorption and integration of the new energies you have been downloading. You may be feeling coldness inside – this happens as you expand. Stay present and focus on your breath.

You are all so close, so close. We hope you will remember this when you feel your faith faltering. You are radiant beings. These times call for extra vigilance and conscious work of filling yourself with the spirit of love. Take the time to focus inward, into the quiet within – as many times during the day as you can. A brief 5 minutes in your busy day will nurture your spirit and ground you and give you a greater sense of well-being.

In this shift it is difficult to maintain the hold on what worked in the past as it slips through your fingers. Let it go. It may seem like there’s nothing to grab onto. The new will appear – listen to your heart.

Some are seeing the new around them and are beginning to move in the direction of the heart, realizing it has been there all along, calling to them.

Holding onto that which does not harmonize with your higher vibration is becoming unbearable. Perhaps projects that you’ve been developing for the past few years suddenly run aground, or lose the energetic connection they once had. It’s ok to move on. Once you find yourself out in the water pushing the boat instead of in the boat and rowing, it could mean that it’s time for you to create another boat.

Some are blessed with situations where their basic needs are being met, so they can explore their creative and spiritual abilities and they are able to glow and grow forward into their expression, their creative flow. For those who are flying in joyful pathways, remember to send the joy, freedom and softness to your brothers and sisters – send it outward – in a prayer that all may find their way, for you are all connected deeply and this will help you to know that you are not alone.

We also wish to acknowledge that, whether you realize it or not, all are feeling the waves of grief and loss with the exodus of many people who were killed in the cyclone in Myanmar. When events like this occur, when there is a great amount of souls transitioning from the physical plane, the energy is felt all around the world. You can no longer believe that you are all separate beings. You are receiving proof that all are connected.

So when you do your meditations and connect with those who are sending light to earth, it is very real – vision yourselves above the earth holding hands with other lightworkers and surrounding the earth with love and sending love to one another. This will help relieve the depression and help you feel less alone.

When we non-physical beings tune in to you, we feel the deep loneliness that rides along with the feelings of inertia and depression that so many of you are experiencing at this time.

You have worked hard for so long to live authentically and some feel like they are swimming upstream. This is exhausting and disheartening and sometimes leads to the manifestation of illness.

Breathe, ask your guides to assist you and be patient for the help to arrive. We feel the frustration as you read these words – you say you have been doing that, but nothing happens! We say you need to pay attention and take responsibility, because no one guide or person in your life can do your growing and releasing for you. Only you can take the reins and ride your horse of empowerment. You also need to allow time for your guides to respond to your prayer requests.

In the moments of depression, sadness and loneliness, find ways to nurture yourself. Be gentle, for the energies are rising and taking you up higher and that which has held you back is falling away, sometimes tugging at your energy bodies. That is what can cause fear and sadness – letting go of the old energies that are familiar but do not serve your highest good.

We say hang in there – stay the course – connect with your deeper being – your multidimensionality. You are almost there. But where is there? The center of your self which transforms into the Oneness of all Being. Protect yourself energetically; know that you are on the track of your intention aligned with your heart.  And if you doubt that, look into where the doubt is, are you feeding your soul? Are you listening to your heart? There is a message for you within the doubt.

When you open to understand that you are not from Earth - you are from a much broader spectrum of being – when you can connect with the bigger picture, you will feel some comfort and you will access the flow of joy and playfulness that is part of the energy of creation.

There is more, so much more and you will reap the beauty of the golden age that is arising. However you are still in the turmoil of the change - the chaotic churning of the waters as waves break upon the shore. Remember it is not always like this. And it will not always be like this.

So now, connect, once again, with your soul essence, that chord of feeling-energy that flows through the core of your being. Feel the connection that is made between earth and Spirit inside of you. Deeply ground into Earth and reach out into the Universe to draw Spirit into you – feel the creative spirit flowing all around and within. This is your birthright; this is part of who you are. Feel the energy expanding around you. Aaah, it is like coming back to yourself, is it not? Vision spheres of protection around your energy body and surround it with violet light and violet flames for transmutation of negative energy. When you walk within your bubble of protection, you will know that the sticky dark energies cannot permeate, you will feel the fierceness within you – the fierce connection you have to Love, Light and Truth. This will renew your strength in being here and it will renew your connection to the Oneness of being. You are not alone and you are deeply loved.

We send you love, we send you light sparkles to remind you of your true nature and the vastness of your soul.

Gently, softly, lovingly,

Nancy Leilah Ward

And

Many of One

Leilah.nward@gmail.com

www.soultransitions.com

 “We are all affecting the world every moment, whether we mean to or not. Our actions and states of mind matter, because we are so deeply interconnected with one another.”

                                                                     - Ram Dass

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Feeling the energies? Nervous for no reason? A little disoriented? Sudden emotions, like crying for no apparent reason? This is the ascension process at work. We ascend with the energies as they rise higher and higher and all that is of a lower vibration comes up for clearing. Some of what we’ve leaned on or relied on is falling away – as in old habits, crutches, denials – this is all the stuff that cannot come with us as we rise.

We are being called to account for ourselves. Anything that is not the whole truth will keep coming up until it is brought into conscious awareness. That’s how we clear it and move on. Unexpected sudden challenges are arising. Meet all with the truth from your heart. You will be surprised at how smoothly you flow through the moment.

There has been a clog in the flow of resources. Some are putting their part of the flow outwards only to find that those on the receiving end are sluggish in returning the energy. Keep it flowing, it needs to circulate fully in order to grow. We’re talking about abundance here. Some have had a burst of an income stream, then a sudden lull. Don’t worry, it’ll come back – and don’t go into accusing yourselves of having an abundance issue – that may be part of it, but it is also a pause in the energy flow as other aspects are reconfigured and integrated. It’ll start flowing again. Just keep an open feeling within you – be open when you give – and be aware that the energy you put out continues in a circle, gathering experiences and flowing back to you.

If you have been following the inner prompting of your heart, you will find yourself moving through the flow with grace as you shift balance to keep centered on the surfboard. We are surfing the energy on our own individual platforms. This is why responsibility to self is so important right now. If you have been ignoring the inner promptings, you will be forced to account for the energy you give or don’t give to yourself. Some will experience health issues that are designed to slow you down and take stock of where you are and where your heart wants to take you. Others will experience transitions in relationships and jobs. Some people you were friends with are not in your life anymore. Not that there was a falling out, but people are redirecting themselves onto new rivers of energy and really shooting outward into it! Bless everyone on their way.

And when the waves come, we must turn and face them and dive right into them! Feel the energy of going forward into a force that is coming at you, carrying away with it all that is ready to be released. Feel the exuberance and freedom as you pull yourself through the energies with clear and empowered intention!

Regarding job transitions, connect with your core being and ask what is it that gives you energy. What makes your heart sing? Trust the Universe to answer you. It may not happen immediately –this is something people often forget. Put your question out there and be patient for the Universe and your guides and angel presences to deliver the answer to you in perfect timing so that you are fully ready to receive the truth. If you have lost a stream of income unexpectedly, there’s a chance you weren’t paying attention to the signs – but know that there is something better for you. It is up to you to feel what the right employment feels like and send the feeling out from your heart – you can vision it like headlights lighting the way into your future.

As far as relationship changes, it is important to let go, soften your heart, allow grief, anger, frustration, sadness – whatever you feel - to flow. As you sit within these feelings and ask for help in your healing process, you will feel angelic beings soothing you. Allow the nectar of love to flow to the places that hurt. People are being called to their highest truth at this time. Worlds are being rocked. This is when your connection to your heart, and awareness of your soul vibration, your core self – will help you navigate the churning waters. You’re in the wash cycle. Chaos and turbulence will spin you around. Allow yourself to feel all that you are feeling and honor the truth within you. You will see the truth within your partner arising as well. Relationships are opportunities for deep growth and expansion. What may look like disaster is an opportunity to go into a deeper level within your being. What are you holding onto? What are you releasing? You may be surprised as the elements of conflict change position, shift meanings as you look at it more and more.

Be beautiful. Be as big as you can be, surround yourself with the energy of love inside and out.

The other day I told a friend, “I need a Big Mama hug. . .”  I just felt the need for a strong, nurturing woman to hug me. Yesterday, while standing outside looking at the earth awakening into spring, I suddenly felt a Big Mama with me – ethereally speaking. She hugged me and I was filled with love and comfort. She told me everything is ok and it’s all about perfect timing and Divine Order. I felt loved, nurtured, grounded. I gazed upon her face and she grew larger and then I realized that she was Mother Earth herself. Big Mama. Gaia has many Goddess energy beings and Big Mama is one of them. She said to call on her any time and to pass this on to all of you! Big Mama is there for you, too.

There are all kinds of tools for us and so many energy beings there to help us. We need to ask for their help and trust that we all have more power than we know. Again this message is a reminder that there are powerful forces at work at the grass roots level. This is Y.O.U.! It’s all about self-responsibility. All of us are vitally important parts of the energetic system within which we live. We are each part of a greater whole being and we are beginning to see more and more how powerful our abilities of manifestation are. So everything you do is important to the whole. Every step you take towards living from your heart in Truth, Light and Love, goes forward and assists others to do the same as we awaken together into the higher vibration. The more we move into our hearts – listening to our hearts and making decisions from the heart – the more we connect to the flow of life. The flow of love.

Sharing the same sky,

riding the wild surf,

may the blessings flow…

Nancy Leilah Ward

and

Many of One

www.soultransitions.com

Leilah.nward@gmail.com

You can not give what you do not have. — Djwhal Khul

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Give with an open hand. When you pay the bill you owe for service, pay it with an openness within you – feel the flow of energy flowing from you to whomever receives the benefit of the money you give out. See it flowing in a circle back to you, for a dynamic is set up of giving and receiving. Do you see that the more you open to the flowing outward, the more you remain open to receiving the flow inward? Again we say, see it as a circle and keep the flow going.

If you feel tight when you are giving money that you owe, the tightness remains and the tightness flows outward in a cramped way and it continues and flows back to you in the very same way. Give openly and with gratitude — whatever it is you give in whatever way you give it — whether it be a service for money or whether it be money for a service. It is the same thing. Put the energy of receiving into the energy of giving.

Stop being stingy! Consider what ways you may be stingy with yourself. Or, if someone owes you money for what feels like a long time, where is the money flow clogged with you? Is there some outlet you resent giving money to? Do you need to take better care of your physical self? Perhaps your body feels clogged because you haven’t done any physical exercise.

Move the energy. Keep the energy flowing.

That means you must let it go. Let go into the flow.

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April 2008 

Soul Transitions

Greetings!  

April will be ushering in many openings to new pathways. What have you been wishing and praying for? Your prayers will begin to bear fruit, if they haven’t already. We see a great wave, a wall of energy moving forward, getting ready to break. This energy will move many onto their new pathways, and push those who are already on their new pathways further along – all is riding on the tide of your intentions.  

You may be feeling moments or even days of high energy, inspiration and positive joyful feeling, only to have it all drop off into a kind of doldrum. Understand in those moments that the energy is simply integrating and building momentum as you are being prepared to receive more of the high vibrational energies. There is a pulse to this flow, just like the blood flowing in your veins, there is a rhythm and pulse to the energetic currents. Call on your angels and guides to help you stay the course. 

Aches and pains, tiredness, no energy or inspiration, a feeling of disconnect, this is all part of the flow, so just be in the moment of now. Get out of your head and into your heart. Connect to the Oneness of all. Gather in your groups and generate the energy of love together. We have been saying that the changes in human destiny are happening at the grass roots level with each individual, and so when you gather with others of like hearts, laughing together or meditating together, you can consciously create a wave of light and love and send it out all around the earth – see it being amplified by all those who harmonize with the wave you are creating. In this way it grows and fills the aura of the Earth with love.   

In your meditation practice, draw in the high energies. Vision the energy from Spirit coming into your body like tiny sparkling lights, filling your entire body. Feel the nectar of warmth and well-being bathing you deliciously within and without. As you continue to evolve you will sustain such feelings for longer amounts of time. That’s the idea… as you rise into the energies, you open more and more and the energy fills you with the sweet nectar of love. As you release the old, you open a space for the new. 

Here’s a visualization for transforming negative thought patterns: Vision a field of violet light all around you at the edge of your aura. See within the light a violet net that catches all of your negative thoughts before they go out into the ethers. Here, the thoughts are infused with violet light of transformation. You add your compassion and commitment to your soul growth, infusing the thoughts with love and with your intentions for the Highest Good. You transform them into positive thoughts and then set them free. Our thoughts fly out into our future – creating our future through the energetic vibration they carry. Request your spirit guides to keep this net in place and help you to transform any negativity that you are generating. And so it is. 

During this time of transformation, it is essential to have physical exercise every day. Even if it’s only five minutes of stretching. This is important to keep the energy moving. You are processing very high energies very rapidly. Keep it flowing. 

You may notice an increased awareness of Spirit within you – an awareness of your spirit inhabiting a physical body. Feel your Self in your body… your essence, your Spirit… in this physical body in this physical existence called Life on Earth. Feel spirit permeating your body. Feel your connection to your body growing stronger. Feel the energy spreading out and see tributaries flowing out in all directions from your physical body. This feels like history – the physical history of your unique DNA – the pathway of your physical ancestry. There’s a golden and silvery thread flowing through it all… the Mystic Bloodline. Ponder that, if you will… 

The treasure is in our blood. The very bloodline of our chosen physicality goes far back in time through all the ages of humanity’s existence on Earth. We are the grail. We have the energy of the Christ within us, as well as the divine energy of spirit. 

The jewel is in our blood, in our DNA alight with the energy of Spirit. The higher energies are awakening the jewels within us.  

Let it shine, baby!

Let it Shine

Let it Shine

Let it Shine! 

Nancy Leilah Ward

and

Many of One

www.soultransitions.com

Leilah.nward@gmail.com

You live in a limitless world. You can expand beyond anything you know.                                                            

- Sanaya Roman

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March, 2008 

Soul Transitions 

Greetings!  

March brings us into higher waters – those geysers of energy that some of us felt perched on top of last month have been joined by more energy rising up around us - like a lock in a canal that has filled with water and taken us to a higher level. Last month, some were holding the space of the rising energy – anchoring it in, giving it a direction to rise up to. Those were the ones who arrived early to the party. The energies have risen and caught up and now a swift flow is carrying us along at a new level. And then suddenly we have to hold onto both sides of our boat as it is rocked to and fro by energies around us. Some may be experiencing unexpected changes in situations, many things happening at once and the feeling of having ’one of those days’ where you are buffeted around by too many responsibilities, feeling like you have to be in two places at once – or the feeling of having too much to do in too little time, along with missed appointments, things going “wrong,” something coming from ‘out of the blue’ suddenly changing what you had planned. You may also feel like you’re living several days within one day.  

There is a lot of re-arranging going on. It may seem chaotic - like you are being pulled in many different directions at once. It depends on how you look at it, because this is a brilliant opportunity to really practice staying in the moment of NOW. This helps to stabilize your boat. Beware of over-scheduling yourself so that you are not taking on more than you can reasonably handle – and this includes making room for the unexpected. And, when you feel like you need to stop, by all means do so. Even if that means sitting with eyes closed for five or ten minutes. Give yourself the chance to re-group and find the stillpoint within.

You may be experiencing emotions coming out of nowhere… suddenly you feel like crying – go ahead, let it out – connect to the feeling. This is heart-centered healing – you don’t even need to know why or what the tears are about. Get out of your head, and into your heart.

Also, there may be old feelings coming up – something you felt angry about years ago, coming up again. Just let it pass through. Does it have a message for you? Perhaps you didn’t allow yourself to fully feel the feeling back then. Feel it and let it go.

And vibrations, or ‘moods’ may be revisiting us. A feeling may come over you – a way you used to feel years ago – look how far you’ve come and know that this is the last residual bit of feelings that are being released on a cellular level. The feelings are coming up from within and passing through. When we release energy that is no longer in harmonic vibration with who we’ve become we need to fill in the space with the new. Help push out the old by bringing up the new feeling – the feeling of who you are becoming.

Sometimes this practice can bring on feelings of disorientation, disconnection and anxiety or even panic. Breathing into the feeling is like pouring water on a fire. The fire of panic is irrational and consuming. The trust that lies in breath is soothing. And this is about remembering who you are at a soul level. It is very important at this time of the world to connect with your soul, with the beginning of your self, or the deepest part of your self.

The energy of this time called March is moving into a swirling and spiraling flow - like water going down a drain. Yes that’s right! But the drain is a tunnel that we will begin to swirl through before shooting out just in time for the vernal equinox on March 21^st, which is also a full moon. In this tunnel, the centrifugal force is operating to separate more of what we are ready to let go of – the force of this spiraling will pull from us residual bits of the energies we were releasing for the last few years. So loosen up and go with the flow. When you find yourself in your head thinking too much about whatever this brings up for you, come back into your heart and breathe. Let go of expectations, just know that it is all good. And then, after the equinox, the creative force will be flowing strong.

We also wish to say that, when you feel a little urge or prompting, listen to that feeling. Listen to the small voice within and act upon it, if that is called for. Someone recently said that Spirit does not yell at us and push us. No, Spirit speaks quietly. Listen to the feelings nudging you. Listen to what your heart is telling you. Listen to your inner knowing. Trust your intuition.

Be sure to get plenty of rest and exercise. And drink lots of water. Visualize the water flowing through you and cleansing, like a river does, all the debris that is ready to be released.

It is important also to release the fear that has a tight grip on the flow of money — the current of currency. The time for competition is over; you are entering into a time of collaboration and sharing. The support and good wishes you share with each other will be reflected directly into the flow of the energy exchange of money and services. Giving freely of support and ideas will flow back to you.

Follow your heart – follow the energy that feels alive. Follow the energy that gives you a glowing, happy feeling.

You may also be experiencing moments of precise synchronicity – whenever that happens, celebrate it. Do a happy dance, even if it is just a dance in your imagination – do it – celebrate the moments of perfect timing and serendipity. This will help to allow the flow of more such moments.

And finally, there is a flow, a glow, an opening like a fanciful flower of creativity arising. Exchanging ideas, creating together, supporting each other and creating “happenings” at a grass roots level, all this will bring out the individual and collective human being’s sovereign empowerment. Remember: Power to the People. The power of people is on the rise – our thoughts and feelings are gathering momentum. Flow your thoughts and feelings into the light, into what feels god and loving. We are gathering together and creating a world of collaboration and compassion, sharing and inspiration. It is an affirmation that there is enough for all. The Universe provides all we need. The fearful and tight energy of hoarding comes from lack and creates lack. A person can hoard and amass great wealth but still be living in poverty at the soul level. The energy of abundance is arising, the energy created by the power of the people is rising all around, underneath and above all who seem to be in control – like a great river, this energy is rising and will be washing away what is not in harmony with love, with joy and freedom.

Dance, children, dance and let your voices be heard. Rise on the tide of love.

Blessings and peace to all…

Nancy Leilah Ward

and

Many of One

www.soultransitions.com

Leilah.nward@gmail.com

   ”You’re just left with yourself all the time, whatever you do anyway. You’ve got to get down to your own God in your own temple. It’s all down to you, mate.”   

                                                - John Lennon

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Comments on the North Illinois University shooting

 I have asked Many of One to comment on the recent shooting at North Illinois University. I was touched deeply by this tragedy and began to wonder what’s up with all the school shootings? 

We wish for you to know that all people have a free will choice. The availability of guns is not the issue, it is the humanity that holds the gun.  

There are those who, out of pain, ignorance and fear choose a path of darkness and feel power in that choice. When they engage an act such as this shooting in the school, they feel a surge of power and know it can only be topped by shooting themselves in the ultimate explosion of power. Even though there is free will choice, individuals who choose the dark path give up their choice. The dark force has its tentacles deep in such individuals. It is as if this force is guiding them – they are no longer in control and the force is sucking in this powerful energy. The fear, grief and despair that follows is also food for this force. We do not wish to frighten anyone by this information - we are illustrating an aspect of the nature of energy. This dark force is being shaken off, as you all take in the higher energies that are pulsing through the Universe from Creator. The parasitic force of dark energy is activating such situations for its own fuel, as it were. 

This is difficult information.

Most of the ones who were killed in this incident were not prepared to die. They were not prepared at a soul level. It was not ordained from ‘on high’ “today you will die.” Although leaving the physical body could happen to anyone at any time, usually, the soul has a determination of experience in a chosen lifestream. In a situation like this, death is random. Death is random and it is a momentary… split second moment of truth for each individual.  

What happens to the ones who died so suddenly?

Many of them stayed, hovering around, they are shocked and do not know – some do not know they have left their physical body. The truth is that no spirit actually dies or ceases to exist in any way. When the physical body has been rendered uninhabitable, the spirit essence continues to exist. We see that there is one individual in this situation that is cognizant of what has happened to him and he is helping the others to gather together and open to the next experience of non physical being. This is his soul purpose at this time – he was prepared at a soul level for this probability. At first, those who were struck down in this tragedy were in disbelief, then as realization comes, they, too are in grief and are saying goodbye to their loved ones who are still in the physical.    Now this is important for you all to hear – your prayers have value. Your prayers, your thoughts of mercy and grace go out to those who have left – your prayers that they be ‘rescued’ by their team of spirit guides and angels – do help immensely. And then you can extend your prayers for softness, grace and comfort to their families and friends. A great pool of grief is churning for those immediately touched by this tragedy. Your prayers are real – just like all your thoughts. All those sending energy through prayer to all those involved – all that loving energy comes together and is a powerful comfort for all. Perhaps this is one saving grace in a situation such as this - as human beings take on their power at an individual level and join together in the non physical realms to generate light, love and truth.   People, we tell you, you are powerful and you have a responsibility at the soul level to create a beautiful world of joy. You can be of assistance in these times as you hear the news of the world and send energy of love to the people that are in need.  For now, just as you feel the past coming up in your life to be released – or any negative energy you have that is coming up to be released - you can understand that on a larger scale this is happening in the world and even to the Earth herself. Do not use this information to be worried that there may be dark energy in you. Know that you have chosen the path of light. There may be fogs of grayness that are coming up for healing and release and this is being cleansed out of you, as it is your intention. There will always exist the Light and the Dark, the yin and the yang. There is a flowing balance between the two that is part of physical life on Earth. The scales tipped many centuries ago with the Dark prevailing. The Light has gotten stronger and stronger and a fluid balance is being formed. This can only be done with your awareness and intention, and it begins on a personal level in your individual lives. 

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For the last few years, upon awakening in the morning I’d either feel panic or depression. First feeling of the day. I would do what I could to shift it, through meditation and prayer or just getting busy with the tasks of life that needed doing. Often, the energy didn’t shift and so I went on with my daily life within that vibration, but usually with a center of light and acceptance (which sometimes felt like resignation) within myself. If I fought the feeling, it would become amplified. Part of the lesson in this was to love myself within every feeling. To love and accept myself even in the midst of depression has been a powerful healing tool. Judging myself for being depressed or afraid only added to the feeling of malaise that surrounded me and then the shoulds would start (as in I shouldn’t be feeling this way). 

We’ve all been going through a cleansing as part of receiving the high vibrational energies that are being sent throughout the Universe from Source (substitute God, Creator, All That Is, The Big IT, whatever). These feelings of fear, depression, even despair are energies that are literally being flushed out of us.  

The depression, fear and panic have been part of this cleansing, or purging. As the purge continues, it’s important not to attach to the memories and feelings that come up. They are coming up and releasing into the ethers. Recently I was doing a series of yoga asanas and at the end when I was laying in shivasana, memories from years ago were coming up – painful memories where I held judgment against myself – the kind of memories that made me squirm and think, “I can’t believe I did that…” As I lay there, I decided to simply observe and not get attached to the memories or the pain associated with them. As I did this, I saw each memory as if it were inside a bubble and they were just floating up out of my energy field. I placed violet light around my aura and saw the memories floating into the violet light for transformation. I felt compassion for myself and it was very freeing. I keep finding myself focusing on who I am now. Like, “Yes, I’ve been through all that, but who am I now? That’s where my truth is. And all of what I’ve experienced has brought me here.” 

Spirit tells us that we are the only ones who judge ourselves. We need to let the judgment go so we can be free. Witnessing our feelings is how we do this. My friend Kelly Beard, a wonderful intuitive astrologer (www.karmictools.com) likens it to cleaning out a closet or going through old stuff to throw things away. You might look at something and say, “Yes, I remember that… I remember when I got this…” but don’t spend the next hour thinking about it and re-living every memory that comes up. Instead, acknowledge and release it. Acknowledge and release.           

 Another aspect of this purging that you might feel is a cold chill deep inside of you. This is a good sign that you have released some energy and created a space to fill with source energy, which is the vibration of love. So when that happens, breathe in the energy from Spirit – fill the void with love and you will feel the nectar of warmth spreading out inside of you. 

Lately, I have been awakening with a feeling of well-being, with a soft feeling of love inside. Slightly surprised, I lay there and feel this good feeling and soak that energy into me. I realize now that I’ve cleared a lot of the old stuff I’d been holding onto. I’ve cleared it, and now the good feeling has a place to land inside of me. As we cleanse emotionally and physically, and open to listening to our hearts and finding our purpose in life (as opposed to a job), we rise higher into the energies of love and joy. There is an end to this purging tunnel!

Wishing you peace,
Nancy Leilah Ward

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February, 2008

Soul Transitions

Greetings!

It is with gentle respect that we greet you this day. We wish for you to find comfort and inspiration from these words. 

The high vibrational frequency has pulled many of you up and as you integrate the energies you may feel disoriented. The familiar is no longer comfortable, or familiar. If there is a feeling of disorientation, be patient as so much is changing, shifting and reorganizing. We see some of you as sitting on top of a spiraling force of energy – like a geyser. Sitting on top of this energy waiting for a connection to be made that will present a pathway for you to step out upon. Many have already made the commitment to their pathways of Light and are now sitting in a place of suspension. Please know this will shift. Trust and patience are called for. You have taken in the high vibrational energies, made a commitment to your path, intend your service to the One and are now waiting for the vibrations to rise to meet where you are, creating new pathways and connections so you can step into your role in service. Perhaps you have simply arrived early for the party! What you can do is align with your heart and reach up to find the connection with your soul. This will bring about a further alignment to your soul purpose. There also may be one last thing you need to do – some shift, something you need to release before stepping onto the pathway. 

If you find there is something that is haunting you, something you did in the past that you feel is wrong, the first step to freedom is to acknowledge the feeling and allow humility to burn away the shame. This will open your compassionate heart which can lead to forgiveness and acceptance. The next step to freedom is to make amends to those involved. The most powerful way is to speak to the person or persons involved. How they respond isn’t your business. As long as you are coming from your compassionate heart, from a place of truth and love, you will be taking a step towards freedom from the past. Sometimes the only way to do so is through prayer and through sending love out from your heart to whomever is involved in the story. Just as it is impossible to stay in jobs and relationships that no longer (or perhaps never did) harmonize with your soul, it is impossible for you to deny actions that you feel unrest about. You cannot sweep anything under the rug anymore. 

The energy is gathering and expanding. All is opening into a new alignment. The old is still falling away—attachments to the old, the past, are being released and feelings of disconnection, unrest and disorientation are a result of the release. You are beginning to truly know yourself as multidimensional beings as you realize you are more than the stories you have told yourself, you are more than your remembered life experiences. Let go of what you think of as yourself and your stories and open to receive further information. This is a time of trust and inner knowing. Trust and connect to your soul.  

Some people are feeling like they’re on the edge – they can no longer tolerate the discordant energies that they’ve been ignoring for years. They feel poised for a great change. Trust, you are ready for that change. So many people are realigning with new ventures and taking off on their new pathways.  

As we begin to follow our hearts and our purpose instead of staying in survival mode, depression will begin to lift. Be patient if this isn’t happening to you yet. It is now virtually impossible to stay in work situations and relationships that make us feel miserable – that are not aligned with our highest, truest path and purpose. As you begin to follow the energy as to what your purpose is – what brings you excitement, energy, happiness and a feeling of contributing something valuable to humanity – you will become busy with this new energy – one thing will lead to another – the pathway will unfold – synchronicity will be all around you – you won’t have time for anxiety or depression. You will come to a point and suddenly look back and realize that you feel different.  

As we continue advancing into higher vibrating energies, it is vitally important not to listen to the negative inner voice that comes up with reasons why you can’t do what you want to do. Banish that voice! It is a lie, and it is also an empty, old habit. It is time to let it go. 

The Creator is sending waves of love throughout this Universe. You may feel the surges especially at night or in the morning when you’re laying in your beds. It may feel like shaking inside of you – as if there’s an earth tremor, but it is within you. This is the quickening. This is the energy rising. Enjoy it! Breathe it in. Your body is taking on a higher vibration and you can help it, accelerate it by really feeling it, breathing into it and smiling. Allow it in. It feels delicious. You may also feel physically cold inside, or extreme warmth. Both are related to incorporating the higher energies.  

At times, this process may result in aches and pains, headaches, nausea, digestive or sinus issues. The energy of spirit is amping up and will affect the physical until we adjust. Then there is a pause before another surge of energy comes forth. The in-breath and the out-breath. It’s as if each time a great wave comes and raises you higher. Then it recedes and then another great wave rolls in and takes you higher again. 

You receive this energy and transmit it out through your heart centers.  

We say this to you – to all who read these words – you have a purpose here – believe in your light and your connection to the Divine! Find what brings you happiness – it is right in front of you. Ask your guides to help you open up to the energetic frequency that is your signature – like a fingerprint – your unique expression. Ask for help in clearing whatever is restricting you from embodying your true nature. 

We are growing into Oneness. This means that we are collaborating consciously on our reality. It is no longer about competition – you fellow Lightworkers are not in competition with one another, doing your work of teaching, sharing information and healing. It is now about cooperation. It is about knowing that you are working together – walking similar paths that are in alignment and advancing towards the Center. So walk the path of light, love and truth… share your wisdom, learn from each other, support each other when the going gets tough. 

And… listen to the children, for they carry much wisdom, truth and inner knowing…  

Peace, 

Nancy Leilah Ward

andMany of One  

Everything around you reflects your attitude toward it, and reacts accordingly.

                             - Catherine Ponder

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